I'm awake, I'm alone,
I'm on my own.
I'm confused.
I don't understand.
I cant see your hand,
Although I know you're there.
Please, please, show me you care!
Give me hope,
So that I may cope.
Help me to accept,
The things I regret.
Show me how,
To be one with you now.
Only in your time,
Can these things unwind,
And become more clear.
Erasing the fear,
That wants to cling,
To my life and bring,
Me to my knees, but
You will keep me, yes you will keep me
Close to you.
Where I found you on the floor slowly dying,
I took you up into my arms and told you it was okay.
You were shaking but I knew
in the small amount of seconds you had to live
you felt warm and at peace.
I couldn't ask for anything more
and felt privileged to have known you
within the few delicate moments we shared together.
I'm awake, I'm alone,
I'm on my own.
I'm confused.
I don't understand.
I cant see your hand,
Although I know you're there.
Please, please, show me you care!
Give me hope,
So that I may cope.
Help me to accept,
The things I regret.
Show me how,
To be one with you now.
Only in your time,
Can these things unwind,
And become more clear.
Erasing the fear,
That wants to cling,
To my life and bring,
Me to my knees, but
You will keep me, yes you will keep me
Close to you.
Ok so now I've passed my phase and am continuing on with my inspiration to making new art and awaiting anxiously for the future. I just uploaded my "no face man" drawing and couldn't be more excited. I am planning to upload a new drawing each week/ day.. but more than likely it'll probably be each day before I'm shipped off to Cape May. (That's if I get in the coast guard but honestly I will try till I get in.) Anyways, I'm planning to leave during the summer, so this will be the place where I count off the days by posting a new item of art here each day till departure.